Because I end up getting attached. Knowing that you may be here now but one day you’ll be gone. Just that single thought scares me along with tons of “what if’s”. This is why I haven’t got my first boyfriend yet. It’s as if I could go to sleep knowing you’re mine and wake up knowing I probably won’t hear from you ever again. I just don’t want to get so close and then end up being broken.
Why did you see it fit to just come back into my life?? You don’t know this but it hurts so much just thinking about what you did to me… I’d be better off forgetting about all of this, but sadly I just can’t.