The past month or so have been the loneliest I have ever encountered. Days of just sitting at home, or wandering aimlessly by myself, I really can’t find much of what to do anymore. I’m so unproductive and everyone I know is gone. It’s hard to meet new people in a place like this. I wish I lived in the city, I need to get outta here, I need to be around people.
FUCK! I can barely breathe… Working out has never been so hard… I really need to quit smoking. I’m becoming one of those chain smokers. I’ve gone from a couple a day to almost half a pack and it’s getting worse. I blame work and school for this >_<’ then again… I don’t have to do it… FUCK ME! quit quit quit quit!!!